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The Singel
Out the window of my posh hotel sparkling water,
Canal boats moored and moving spring sycamores,
Seed pods dangling like ball fringe
Brick sidewalks bicycles everywhere I am in Amsterdam.
The Singel is the first canal out my window
I go walking down brick sidewalks strolling easy
Looking close at granite steps thick doors smooth architecture
Clean and ornamented at the top. Warehouses and condominiums
And a line of people waiting to get in. A dark front,
Large windows smoky glass with sashes park bench green. A line
of people waiting to get in in the shadow of the church where
Queen Beatrix was married in the shadow a long line
Waiting to get in and on the sidewalk posters telling us in pictures
What is to be seen inside. Especially the hidden door, the big board
Made to hide the stairway leading up to where she kept
Her diary. Where two families lived I hear the screaming sirens in my mind
Under sweet spring sycamores I sit and her words flood into my thoughts.
Her confinement her intelligence her terrors and her growing up
Hidden by the big board made to cover up the stairs. Just the picture
Makes my stomach knot and my throat choke and I turn away
Toward the Singel. Crossways I see another street of sycamores.
Did she look out at them in spring sequestered peeking out
Perhaps as grown ups looked the other way? At night
The sirens screamed she wrote and now the sun is sweet and
People sit out drinking good Dutch beer and chocolate Screaming
In the night and closer and the two families were
Carried off and her book remained and
Prospered and when I was a girl I sat in the back yard under the
Summer trees and read and now I am in Amsterdam choking
At the sight of the big board made to hide the stairway leading up
To where she kept her diary.
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